|
iXbelieveXinXmagic
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: Corinne
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: carlisle
Interests: um, theatre, magic, harry potter, tavern puzzles, music, poetry, edgar allan poe stuff, shakespear stuff, writing, music, and....stuff
Expertise: many different things.......
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  mangochika0372
Member Since:
10/5/2005
|
|
| Love, love, love.
Love, love, love.
Love, love, love.
There’s nothing you can do that can’t be done.
Nothing you can sing that can’t be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
It’s easy.
Nothing you can make that can’t be made.
No one you can save that can’t be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
It’s easy.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
Nothing you can know that isn’t known.
Nothing you can see that isn’t shown.
Nowhere you can be that isn’t where you’re meant to be.
It’s easy.
All you need is love.
All you need is love.
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need.
All you need is love (all together, now!)
All you need is love. (everybody!)
All you need is love, love.
Love is all you need (love is all you need).
Yee-hai!
Oh yeah!
She loves you, yeah yeah yeah.
She loves you, yeah yeah yeah
this song still makes me cry... it's so good though, and so true.
I guess that just life.
ps - Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Heart's Club BAnd is one of the greatest movies ever, no doubt. :)
| | |
| this whole concept of life is just crazy.
i mean, like, people take it for granted. and I'm guilty of doing the same thing, but you really do have to live each day as if it's your last. carpe diem. seize the moment.. because you never know when it's going to be over.
I know that some of you'll say 'Oh, that'll never happen to me' and 'my friends aren't that dumb..' but you can't be certain of anything. life's too short to not love people and take chances with them. dare to get your heart broken and have fun; just don't take things too far. it hurts, but it ends up being worth it in the end.
as I heard today from my uncle's boyfriend "life is the most amazing and precious thing that God and your mother could ever give you, and throwing it all away like that *snaps fingers* just for a few minutes of a good time is the absolute stupidest, dumbest shit you could ever do"
maybe it's just that I lost the one person I really had cared about in a long time.. and then only to find out that another person I've known for years did the exact same thing.
these kids, for that's all they were, could have done the world so much good. they could have changed it in a minute if they would have really wanted to.. they were amazing.
"i believe imperfection is one of the most beautiful
human qualities
i believe simple and modest resolutions are the key to the most complex
questions. i believe some people try to be so unique they loose who
they really are i believe moderation even with moderation is choice. i
truely believe... almost every problem in the world is directly
attributed to the lack of love and the doubt of letting yourself feel
good through things society may disagree with. anything from cigs to
sex. i believe 99% of people who use drugs. should not use drugs. i
believe political offiliation is meaningless. i believe in ultimate
paradox
to the most literal form.
( An ethically conservative and morally liberal person should be
President ) i believe in peace. and most importantly i believe in love."
this didn't seem real at first. like, I was in disbelief. the first thing that really made it real was me calling his mother.. I had to. nobody knew for sure if it had really happened or not, and I needed to know. after that I still didn't belief it happened;; the detective called the next day, and I started to realize it was truely happening. I still was in awe until his mum called me today and I spent about 20 minutes on the phone with her. I still have yet to meet her.. but I know it'll come soon enough. apparently her and Erik talked about me a good bit, and I'm depressed I never got to know her under better circumstances, she seems fantastic.
but I guess things like this just happen when you get to be around this age. people you know do things and make mistakes.
all I know now is that I'll never truly understand anything that I want to know. I can learn what people believe to be the truth, for what is the truth except for what the majority of people believe to be so? but for right now, I can just try to live on the memories I have of these friends and hope that I'll someday know why they had to leave me like this.
RIP both of you, this world will never be the same without you, and neither will any of us. we'll miss you everyday and never forget you
"nothing in my opinion is better than any form of love or connection from that person who seems to mean the world to you."---i love you, Erik. even if i never got to tell you..
| | |
| my trip to Europe taught me a lot. not just about the countries we visited, but about people and the way they act, and how it's not good to spend too much time with certain people, or else you may try to kill each other. I also learned what it's like to miss somebody more than is able to be explained, and how much it sucks when you get your hopes up and then have them crushed.. even if it is only temporarily.
but since I've gotten home, people have shown me that nothing stays the same. even the people you thought were cute, innocent, and amazing, really all can have their faults. and I know that it's human nature to not be perfect, and imperfection is really one of the most beautiful human qualities, but sometimes I just wish people wouldn't do stupid things, and would just think for a second about what they're choosing to do, and what affect it may have on them.
hmph, even though I've learned a lot this summer, I guess I still don't, and never will, know the answer to all the questions I have. and, I guess I'll never figure out why people are insistent in 'falling in love' on vacations, and not knowing when to let something go when there's really no chance of keeping it alive..
oh no, I can't stop falling
my heart betrays me
and I know
I'll stop to feel it all again
I must be crazy..
| | |
| sooo, I leave for my Euro-trip in one week, 10 hours, and 8 minutes(roughly). gahhh, I'm so excited for that. despite that I'm grounded until I leave, but I hopefully will be able to make it without my phone. or talking to/seeing people..
otherwise, I went and saw the Jonas Brothers today, twice, in Hershey Park. they were cool.. and hot, and all the stuff. it was nice, to spend 4 hours waiting in line with my sister to get in, haha. but it was fun, so, I guess there wasn't anything bad about it.
I have come to realize.. that I've met so many new people recently. and it's all, mostly, because
of Chelsea. like, due to me becoming friends with her pretty much
during the whole Les Mis thing, I got to know Luke. and it's because of
him that I had a prom date this year. and then all of his other
friends, too, and the fact that I see and talk to them more than I do to anybody else that I've know for years. it's crazy when you realize that all of these people that
you spend your time with, you may have never known had it not been for
just one person. I dunno, maybe it's just hitting me because of the lack of sleep, but I'm quite grateful for her and everything about that. because I'm really happy, and that's just nice.
| | |
| school needs to be over. or else I need to get my license. or both.
though, randomly cutting class to spend time with Kat and G-baby does make my day better. and knowing that I'm going to Hershey Park on Thursday and just get to hang out and ride roller coasters and have Kurt draw that picture of me and going through Chocolate World over and over and over until we finish our Physics packet all day instead of sitting in class is making me ecstatic.
Michelle's play is next week, and I'm starting to get anxious for it. she trusted such a big part to me and I'm afraid of messing up.. bleh. and I still have to make those walls for her sets, on top of writing a 6-page research paper for Monday and creating/testing a catapult for Thursday.
though a good thing is that the Les Mis reunion thing is on Monday, which will just be.. nice. to watch the play and just see and remember all our hard work will be enjoyable, and to finally be able to see what we accomplished that everybody said was so amazing.
but even so, on top of all of that, this summer is going to be fantastic. I have a Teddy Geiger concert with my grand friends 2 days after graduation, then 2 days later I'm off to the beach with Joshie for 3 days out of here. then Europe for the first 2.5 weeks of July, and I get back on my birthday. which means I'll be seeing the new Harry Potter movie in London, which I'm freaking out about. then there's a Harry and the Potters concert 2 days after getting back from Europe in Massachusetts at Harvard to celebrate the new Harry Potter book, and I think Laura's mommy's going to take me, Laura, and Kat up to see it. which means the concert with my favourite band ever the to a local bookshop for the release of the 7th book. then home at some odd hour in the morning to read the book. the Hershey Park again followed by the JOSH GROBAN concert on August 3 with Joshie.. and then just a bunch of other random stuff. I think somewhere in there a few of us may swing down to North Carolina and pick up Trisha and bring her back for a visit..
so, no matter how horribly the next few weeks go.. there's plenty to look forward to this summer. so I suppose all I have to do is look on the sunny side of life and just wait..
 | | |
|
|
